Though I laugh on outside
I cry in inside
Sometimes there are so many around me
But today , no one !
Not to listen to me but
Even to see this awkward moment
Only my pen and this paper know it
Feel so lonely
Can cry till I meet the death
You're luckier than I my poor tear drops!
Because I'm not going to defeat ,
Not going to defect with you either
Will try to do defence
LIFE , is this the way you treat me ?
If so no matter I warmly welcome it
Oh no! I try to do as it is
I'm not going to cry out anymore
I know that this world wags
So I try to endure all my sufferings
By putting my best
strength more than I ever did !!